..its.complicated..

I can't seem to find a way to get over him..


I can't seem to find a way to unlike him...

U ever been into sumbody that was just not that into u?


Well I'm on the receiving end of rejection, however I feel as though him not wanting me as much as I want him is making me want him more.


The only reason I feel sum sort of rejection is because he never expresses his feelings to me. And that really sucks, however I find myself making excuses for him and his behavior when in reality I need to just let him go. 


I want to let him go because 1. he's already let go of me 
and 2. it will allow me to move on to the next one without any baggage or feelings left lingering in the air.


basically what I'm saying is one door needs to close before I open another and me caring way too much for sumone who don't give two shits about me is seriously hindering me from being in a healty relationship with sumone who actually does care... *sigh* ... This is an issue that I clearly need to work on and for those of u who are quick to say drop him like a bad habit, just remember that's easier said than done...


this nigga is like my weakness... for the new year i feel like i need a new boo, dont get it twisted i got my priorities in order first and foremost above anything i want to get back in school and finish. but handling the situation i have with this guy difficult... i just want to move on -- but i cant. whats a woman to do???